All That I'm Living For

 
 All that I'm living for
 all that I'm dying for
 all that I can't ignore alone at night
 
 I can feel the night beginning
 separate me from the living
 understanding me
 after all I've seen
 piecing every thought together
 find the words to make me better
 if I only knew how to pull myself apart
 
 All that I'm living for
 all that I'm dying for
 all that I can't ignore alone at night
 all that I'm wanted for
 although I wanted more
 lock the last open door -
 my ghosts are gaining on me
 
 I believe that dreams are sacred
 take my darkest fears and play them
 like a lullaby
 like a reason why
 like a play of my obsessions
 make me understand the lesson
 so I'll find myself
 so I wont be lost again
 
 All that I'm living for
 all that I'm dying for
 all that I can't ignore alone at night
 all that I'm wanted for
 although I wanted more
 lock the last open door -
 my ghosts are gaining on me
 
 Guess I thought I'd have to change the world
 to make you see me
 to be the one
 I could have run forever
 but how for would I have come
 without mourning your love?
 
 All that I'm living for
 all that I'm dying for
 all that I can't ignore alone at night
 all that I'm wanted for
 although I wanted more
 lock the last open door -
 my ghosts are gaining on me
 
 should it hurt to love you?
 should I feel like I do?
 should I lock the last open door -
 my ghosts are gaining on me